Love Hurts.

If I could go reverse, I would pay attention to your actions and would never pay attention to your words - Dax

I wanted to live and love with you and be one forever.

To be near, so I can reach out and touch you.

To make love with you, laugh with you, cry with you, talk with you and to be silent with you.

To share my secrets and to be honest with you.

To understand and respect you.

To find shelter in you when I am afraid, and hold you when I need warmth.

To care for you when you are ill, and be joyful with you when you are happy.

To grow old with you, and be with you until the end of my time.

With you only, I want all these things. For you only, I would do all these things.

But it would appear you did not want the same.

Time is known to heal all wounds,

And it would, if only it could.

Yet these wounds cannot be healed,

With permanent scars they have been sealed.

I felt sad, I felt empty, I gave everything

Things I didn't know I could give, lines I didn't know I could cross.

Clearly, it wasn't enough to save us.

Maybe in another life.

We have all been through that one situation where it takes longer to heal, where it takes longer to accept the fact that the person in which you thought was your forever is no more. But it's okay. I, We are strong and can overcome all.

From my greatest disappointment, I learnt a lot, DO NOT DEPEND ON NO-ONE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. Your happiness should not depend on some else's compliments and their esteem towards you, trust and believe if they wanted to look and see, THEY WILL.

Relationship psychologist have stated that, reciprocity in a relationship requires people to be invested in their relationship. If a relationship is important enough to them, partners will be emotionally invested in it enough to work at building and maintaining the relationship. Commitment is sustained through the improvement of reward-cost balance in relationships.

"I don't have time", "I am busy", "I am not ready"

What's that saying that people say... TIME IS SOMETHING WE MAKE. Don't be fooled by ANYONE guys by the one you like, when they say that they don't have time. Indeed, we are busy individuals, however if you care, you WILL make time, even if it's 10 minutes, let me hug you, let me kiss you, let me know how your day was. Who said for you to make time for me, we need to go on a date? Who said for you to make time for me you need to spend money? I WANTED YOUR TIME and only that, but it conveys the impression that all this time, I meant nothing to you.

LOVE HAS NO EXCUSE.

MONEY DOES NOT BRING HAPPINESS. It only brings temporary happiness, it brings lust from gold diggers (respectfully), it brings you to an empty house at the end of your days.

So, make your money, be fucking successful, be on top, go buy that bentley, buy and do whatever you want in this life GO AND GET IT, but don't forget the one that stitched you up when you was shot down, do not forget the person that listened to you, do not forget the person that cried with you, do not forget the person that loved you for you, when everyone thought you changed on them, and most importantly, do not forget the person that loved you unconditionally.

Quote Of The Day:

"If life can remove someone you never dreamed of losing, it can replace them with someone you never dreamt of having"

A big shoutout to everyone in my life, you guys are the goat, love you all.

Sincerely,

Jess x